It's Over

 

 It's over now

‘Cause I know for me my live is over

I'm ready to die

I'm ready to go

I'm ready to leave this world

And I'm ready to let all back, what was calling my live.

‘Cause I'm ready to go

I had lose the fight against myself

I had lost my live and now I'm death inside.

 

Look at me

When you only really look at me you could see how I feel

What is going on with me

What I am become

Just open your eyes and look at me

Than you can see what's up with me

And you could see that I'm ready to go

 

Just listen to me what I say than you could understand

‘Cause

It's over now

‘Cause I know for me my live is over

I'm ready to die

I'm ready to go

I'm ready to leave this world

And I'm ready to let all back, what was calling my live.

‘Cause I'm ready to go

I had lose the fight against myself

I had lost my live and now I'm death inside

And I will not life any more

‘Cause I will go

 

No one can see how I feel

No one notes what’s going up with me

Or is it so difficult to see that I’m not okay?

Can I play my Part so great and so perfect?

Is the mask on my face so strong that it hold so much out?

Was my mask never falling up from my face?

Did never came my real I out of me to let you see who I am?

Do all my friends and my family not really know me

Don’t know who I am?

But do I really know who I am?

Have I ever known who I am?

Or did I only think that I know me?

I don’t know it

I don’t know so much

 

But something I really know

‘Cause

It's over now

‘Cause I know for me my live is over

I'm ready to die

I'm ready to go

I'm ready to leave this world

And I'm ready to let all back, what was calling my live.

‘Cause I'm ready to go

I had lose the fight against myself

I had lost my live and now I'm death inside

And I will not life any more

‘Cause I will go

 

Did nobody noticed what’s going up into me

What’s going up with me?

Or did they all didn’t want to notice what’s wrong with me?

Do they all really don’t care about me,

Am I so insignificant for them?

Am I really so little and insignificant?

 

But that all doesn’t matter any more

‘Cause now I know

 

It's over now

‘Cause I know for me my live is over

I'm ready to die

I'm ready to go

I'm ready to leave this world

And I'm ready to let all back, what was calling my live.

‘Cause I'm ready to go

I had lose the fight against myself

I had lost my live and now I'm death inside

And I will not life any more

‘Cause I will go

 

Day for day for day again and again

I ever only smile my mask never coming down

I always be perfect

I always must be perfect

But I’m never perfect

So no one is satisfied with me

But why, what do I make wrong all the time?

Must I really be perfect?

Are all other people about ever perfect?

Do I really must be perfect all the time?

Do I really must be perfect?

I asking you why

I asking you why

Yes I asking you why you are so and not perfect

I asking you why I must be perfect if you don’t

Did you ever think about it?

Or does it not matter for you?

 Do anyone of all of you know,

How near is the time

That I can go for ever and never come back?

No one know this or?

But do that anyone really care?

I don’t know

But it don’t care anymore

‘Cause now I know something

That you all could never know

 

It's over now

‘Cause I know for me my live is over

I'm ready to die

I'm ready to go

I'm ready to leave this world

And I'm ready to let all back, what was calling my live.

‘Cause I'm ready to go

I had lose the fight against myself

I had lost my live and now I'm death inside

And I will not life any more

‘Cause I will go

 

The sun goes under

The night breaks

And everywhere is darkness around me

So long I had think about it

So long I had stay here and don’t leave

But now it’s time for me

It’s time for me to leave

Leave this place

Leave this life

Leave anyone who knew me

And when the sun is coming up again

No one know me any more

‘Cause I am gone forever

I am gone to never come back

Now I go and I knew I never come back again

And all the people around me would forget me

 

It's over now

‘Cause I know for me my live is over

I'm ready to die

I'm ready to go

I'm ready to leave this world

And I'm ready to let all back, what was calling my live.

‘Cause I'm ready to go

I had lose the fight against myself

I had lost my live and now I'm death inside

And I will not life any more

‘Cause I will go

 

The long way I walk in the darkness

Is a lonely way,

A long way to happy, freedom and peace

And I must walk this way all alone

Yes now I walk this way alone

You all don’t care me anymore

You out of my mind

And it feels good

I’m free inside

I had leave you behind me

I had leave you all alone

And I’ve solved one of you

And now I’m free and can walk alone

Finally I have win

Finally I can walk this way alone

I don’t need you anymore

I don’t need my family, my friends and all the people who I had known anymore

I can go alone

And I don’t need you all anymore

‘Cause I had fight so long and now I have exempt me from all the people

Now all the people can see how strong I was all over the time

And no one had known that

And now all these stupid people can see

What I had have to bear with me around all the time

And now everyone know what was going up with me

But now it’s too late

‘Cause I am going forever and never comes back again

I walk away with a smile on my face

I walk to the abyss with a smile on my face

I know what is waiting for me

A long time I had think about what I will do now

Now I stand on the Abyss

Look down to the ground that is so far away from me

I smile a tear run down my face and fall into the deep

one last time, I get air and then I jump my tear after

The falling is fast and I feel nothing

My head is empty and my heart beat fast

And one minute later I lay on the ground from this deep Gorge

There I lay dead and forgotten

Little and insignificant

Broken and alone

Darkness all around me

My broken soul into my broken body

Is flying away

Flying high in the air and in the sky

And now I’m happy

And now I’m free

 

It's over now

‘Cause I know for me my live is over

I'm ready to die

I'm ready to go

I'm ready to leave this world

And I'm ready to let all back, what was calling my live.

‘Cause I'm ready to go

I had lose the fight against myself

I had lost my live and now I'm death inside

And I will not life any more

‘Cause I will go

 

Now I sit here in the sky

And look down to all the people on the Earth

Look down to all this lonely people on that world

But it’s not my world any more

Now I have a new world and a new life

And I’m free and happy

I’m sure you all don’t know why I had do this

Why I had kill myself

And why I had do self injury me

But you don’t know many things more that you know about

I had do so much more what you don’t know

Why I should asked it you if I don’t care you

Why should I talk about all my problems if I am so insignificant?