No one care about me

No one care about me

I’m just a little girl

Just a little girl who want to live

Who wants to love.

Who wants to be love.

Who wants to be happy.

But I never could

 

You don’t care about me

But it really don’t matter

‘Cause it’s only me

You have your own problems

And I have my

I don’t matter

‘cause I’m not important

Life your live

And don’t care about me

 

Hurt me it don’t matter me

I live on

Lie to me

It don’t matter me

I live on

 

Every time I live on

I fight on

I never give up

And if I

It don’t matter

 

Hate me

It don’t matter

I life on

‘Cause I ever life on

And ignore my Pain

Ignore all the stupid things

I do to me

Don’t look what I do with me

If you don’t look what you do with me

‘Cause you hurt me

‘Cause you ignore me

 

And you don’t care about me

You don’t see what I see

You don’t see what I do

You don’t see what I feel

You don’t see who I am

You don’t know who I really am

 

‘Cause you turn away

You don’t want to see all the pain inside me

You don’t want to see all my Problems

You don’t really want to hear my Problems

I’m nothing for you

‘Cause you have your own Problems

All my Friends have them own Problems

And don’t care about me any more

 

But I’m not angry

‘Cause I can understand you all

And I want to help my friends

But it feels like

I’m not any more you’re friend

It feels like

I don’t have real friends any more

 

‘Cause no one care about me

And my old problems

Every day the same shit

And today

After years

No one care about me any more

‘Cause everyone think

I’m okay

 

No one see the pain inside me

No one really look me in the eyes

And see unshed tears

Secret Tears
unseen tears
cried lonely tears
painful tears
Tears of pain,
full of helplessness,
full of despair
And loneliness

 

And no one think

That I really would do very stupid things

No one think

That I ever get suicidal

But you deceive all

 

No one thinks

That I really want

To kill me

But they all

Have been deceived

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