It's Over
It's over now
‘Cause I know for me my live is over
I'm ready to die
I'm ready to go
I'm ready to leave this world
And I'm ready to let all back, what was calling my live.
‘Cause I'm ready to go
I had lose the fight against myself
I had lost my live and now I'm death inside.
Look at me
When you only really look at me you could see how I feel
What is going on with me
What I am become
Just open your eyes and look at me
Than you can see what's up with me
And you could see that I'm ready to go
Just listen to me what I say than you could understand
‘Cause
It's over now
‘Cause I know for me my live is over
I'm ready to die
I'm ready to go
I'm ready to leave this world
And I'm ready to let all back, what was calling my live.
‘Cause I'm ready to go
I had lose the fight against myself
I had lost my live and now I'm death inside
And I will not life any more
‘Cause I will go
No one can see how I feel
No one notes what’s going up with me
Or is it so difficult to see that I’m not okay?
Can I play my Part so great and so perfect?
Is the mask on my face so strong that it hold so much out?
Was my mask never falling up from my face?
Did never came my real I out of me to let you see who I am?
Do all my friends and my family not really know me
Don’t know who I am?
But do I really know who I am?
Have I ever known who I am?
Or did I only think that I know me?
I don’t know it
I don’t know so much
But something I really know
‘Cause
It's over now
‘Cause I know for me my live is over
I'm ready to die
I'm ready to go
I'm ready to leave this world
And I'm ready to let all back, what was calling my live.
‘Cause I'm ready to go
I had lose the fight against myself
I had lost my live and now I'm death inside
And I will not life any more
‘Cause I will go
Did nobody noticed what’s going up into me
What’s going up with me?
Or did they all didn’t want to notice what’s wrong with me?
Do they all really don’t care about me,
Am I so insignificant for them?
Am I really so little and insignificant?
But that all doesn’t matter any more
‘Cause now I know
It's over now
‘Cause I know for me my live is over
I'm ready to die
I'm ready to go
I'm ready to leave this world
And I'm ready to let all back, what was calling my live.
‘Cause I'm ready to go
I had lose the fight against myself
I had lost my live and now I'm death inside
And I will not life any more
‘Cause I will go
Day for day for day again and again
I ever only smile my mask never coming down
I always be perfect
I always must be perfect
But I’m never perfect
So no one is satisfied with me
But why, what do I make wrong all the time?
Must I really be perfect?
Are all other people about ever perfect?
Do I really must be perfect all the time?
Do I really must be perfect?
I asking you why
I asking you why
Yes I asking you why you are so and not perfect
I asking you why I must be perfect if you don’t
Did you ever think about it?
Or does it not matter for you?
Do anyone of all of you know,
How near is the time
That I can go for ever and never come back?
No one know this or?
But do that anyone really care?
I don’t know
But it don’t care anymore
‘Cause now I know something
That you all could never know
It's over now
‘Cause I know for me my live is over
I'm ready to die
I'm ready to go
I'm ready to leave this world
And I'm ready to let all back, what was calling my live.
‘Cause I'm ready to go
I had lose the fight against myself
I had lost my live and now I'm death inside
And I will not life any more
‘Cause I will go
The sun goes under
The night breaks
And everywhere is darkness around me
So long I had think about it
So long I had stay here and don’t leave
But now it’s time for me
It’s time for me to leave
Leave this place
Leave this life
Leave anyone who knew me
And when the sun is coming up again
No one know me any more
‘Cause I am gone forever
I am gone to never come back
Now I go and I knew I never come back again
And all the people around me would forget me
It's over now
‘Cause I know for me my live is over
I'm ready to die
I'm ready to go
I'm ready to leave this world
And I'm ready to let all back, what was calling my live.
‘Cause I'm ready to go
I had lose the fight against myself
I had lost my live and now I'm death inside
And I will not life any more
‘Cause I will go
The long way I walk in the darkness
Is a lonely way,
A long way to happy, freedom and peace
And I must walk this way all alone
Yes now I walk this way alone
You all don’t care me anymore
You out of my mind
And it feels good
I’m free inside
I had leave you behind me
I had leave you all alone
And I’ve solved one of you
And now I’m free and can walk alone
Finally I have win
Finally I can walk this way alone
I don’t need you anymore
I don’t need my family, my friends and all the people who I had known anymore
I can go alone
And I don’t need you all anymore
‘Cause I had fight so long and now I have exempt me from all the people
Now all the people can see how strong I was all over the time
And no one had known that
And now all these stupid people can see
What I had have to bear with me around all the time
And now everyone know what was going up with me
But now it’s too late
‘Cause I am going forever and never comes back again
I walk away with a smile on my face
I walk to the abyss with a smile on my face
I know what is waiting for me
A long time I had think about what I will do now
Now I stand on the Abyss
Look down to the ground that is so far away from me
I smile a tear run down my face and fall into the deep
one last time, I get air and then I jump my tear after
The falling is fast and I feel nothing
My head is empty and my heart beat fast
And one minute later I lay on the ground from this deep Gorge
There I lay dead and forgotten
Little and insignificant
Broken and alone
Darkness all around me
My broken soul into my broken body
Is flying away
Flying high in the air and in the sky
And now I’m happy
And now I’m free
It's over now
‘Cause I know for me my live is over
I'm ready to die
I'm ready to go
I'm ready to leave this world
And I'm ready to let all back, what was calling my live.
‘Cause I'm ready to go
I had lose the fight against myself
I had lost my live and now I'm death inside
And I will not life any more
‘Cause I will go
Now I sit here in the sky
And look down to all the people on the Earth
Look down to all this lonely people on that world
But it’s not my world any more
Now I have a new world and a new life
And I’m free and happy
I’m sure you all don’t know why I had do this
Why I had kill myself
And why I had do self injury me
But you don’t know many things more that you know about
I had do so much more what you don’t know
Why I should asked it you if I don’t care you
Why should I talk about all my problems if I am so insignificant?